i don’t
use this anymore really, yet whenever i log in i remind myself why. i read and see things that get to me so much i seem to simply fold over and become a wreck. i should really delete this, or forget my password or something stupid like that, yet i can’t seem to. meh.
update anyway, for anyone that’s reading. i’m staring a pre-employment training course that leads to a guaranteed interview at the end of it, for a new hungry horse opening at the new complex in new brighton. i’ve also booked another tattoo (oops), and i’m so excited it makes me sick. michael and i are all but almost over, which is horrible and earth shattering but it seems to have completely slipped out of my control. which also means that im such a massive depressive right now, i wouldn’t be surprised if literally everyone avoided me. oh, and i dropped my iPhone down the loo in birkenhead market today. life=over. that’s it, really.
until next time.
(i use instagram, loads. @charlottehawksford)
so far 2012 has been awful. ending up unemployed after over a year of earning my own money, dealing with personal issues and realising who my real friends are, or aren’t as it unfortunately turned out, but i’m changing all that.
i’m trying hard to find a job, harder than most people that say they’re ‘looking’, and i have several interviews arranged that i’m really excited for! i’ve also found a flat i’m interested in saving for when i finally do start earing. finally, michael and i are more perfect than ever before and i honestly couldn’t find a better person to spend my life with.
for the first time in a long time, im actually really happy.